Back and forth and back and forth
Month to month and year to year
I'm dreaming about yesterday
And hate the day I'm in
I'm drowning in self healing
I get so caught up in
feelings
Reminiscing til there's meaning
At least that's how it is
When I'm dreaming
I'll just wait here and wait for the better days
"Oh god, where are the better days?"
they never come
they never come
Back and forth and back and forth
I'm not the man I could have been,
But I'm better then the man I was
I'm trying to find the line
Between happiness and suicide
Some day the guilt will fade
Forgive me for mistakes I've made
I'll still be right here with these memories
I wish for that black sun to shine
It can take this haggard heart of mine
As soon as it's gone the pressure is away
But I trade that for my light of day
And I know what they say
That there will come a day
Where you remember the memories
And everything's ok
Until then, ill just pass the time
Ain't life funny?
How we never know were in the good times
Ain't life funny
and we rush it all
I'm not the man I could have been
But I'm better then the man I was
I'm trying to find the line
Between happiness and suicide
Some day the guilt will fade
And ill forgive myself for the mistakes I've made
I'll still be right here with these memories
Back and forth and back and forth
Back and forth and back and forth
With these memories
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