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In Medias Res

from In Medias Res by Up In Smoke

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lyrics

The cold fills my heart and bones,
The sun makes me hide away.
When it's beautiful, I want it to be grey.
I wanna see the light in things,
But it's blank from the dark.

"Cheer up, suck it up. The pain numbs away."

I'm at war with myself, I'm at war with myself.
I have nothing else,
But a fight with myself.

The pain will numb away,
The shame will fade to grey.
My being; defining insanity.

Every breath I took was suicide,
A straight shot through the back of my mind.
Fight for survival,
When there's nothing to fight but my mind.
My chest is full of things I can't let go.
I can't let go.

If I can see,
Then I can believe everything that's thrown in front of me.
But my eyes are grey & my thoughts at bay,
My hands held by an anchor sinking into the sea.

To face myself is to know myself,
But who the fuck am I?
I lost it all, I left myself behind.
I turned into something I sworn I'd never be.

I've failed you & I've failed myself,
At the bottom of the barrel that I want to stare down.
I'm always lost, but never found.
In a vicious cycle always turning around.

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from In Medias Res, released December 20, 2013

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