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The Long Bright Dark
02:45
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No onegives a shit about you until your 6 feet deep
So when I curl up and die, don't lay at my feet and weep
They had their chance and they all blew it
Don't fucking scream about how I knew you
My best friends will bury me face down so I can meet the devil while I'm going down
So I can give up on all this shit this world has to offer
I'll exists to pay the devils due
I knew you wouldn't understand
You never do.
I am lost but need no direction
Hell is seeming brighter because God shows no affection
Life is a bunch of misdirections
Answering blindly to all of our own questions.
This is me giving the fuck up
On every mother fucker who said they love us
I've had enough of I'll do better
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2. |
MLR
03:32
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Fuck
These faces remind of us home
And what it's like to be alone
Knifes hidden, knuckles all white
These anthems tell us it will be alright
We all fighting the good fight
But when it comes down to it we all stick tight
They don't know we're we've been
Grew up in the middle of sin
Our lives might be fucked but at least we have each other
When it comes down to it, I call these men, brothers
It's 5 o'clock somewhere but 6 o'clock here
Drink to forget. Forget to learn
There is no comfort like southern
These faces remind of us home
And what it's like to be alone
So let it be known
You better change up your tone
Before you step into our home
In the 870
When there's nothing left, when what we love no longer exists
You will find me
You will find us
Doing what we do best
There is no comfort like southern
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3. |
No Sleep November
02:55
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Shower me with slurs of living life to the fullest
Who would have known?
So many years lost
I've fought for years to have the air back in my lungs but I am still gasping for air
I am the type only a mother could love
I guess I'm fucked huh
I guess I'm fucked huh
You're just looking for something to love
I guess I'm fucked huh
I guess you're fucked huh
This whiskey tastes like December,
Let's kill it before we remember
We do nothing when our world shatters
It don't matter none of this matter
Glassed eyes, black heart
This was all fucked from the start
Drowned my mind and let me be
A couple hours, just let me be free
Goddamn it
It's a seasonal depression that lasts all year long
Its all nostalgia, wondering where all the time has gone
I can't have it back, we can't have it back
I'll sit and wonder how I lost it all,
Because we know, everything dies in the fall
It's a seasonal depression that lasts all year long
Fact and fictions fight in my head
All of these memories, my minds in debt
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4. |
We Live
04:05
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Back and forth and back and forth
Month to month and year to year
I'm dreaming about yesterday
And hate the day I'm in
I'm drowning in self healing
I get so caught up in
feelings
Reminiscing til there's meaning
At least that's how it is
When I'm dreaming
I'll just wait here and wait for the better days
"Oh god, where are the better days?"
they never come
they never come
Back and forth and back and forth
I'm not the man I could have been,
But I'm better then the man I was
I'm trying to find the line
Between happiness and suicide
Some day the guilt will fade
Forgive me for mistakes I've made
I'll still be right here with these memories
I wish for that black sun to shine
It can take this haggard heart of mine
As soon as it's gone the pressure is away
But I trade that for my light of day
And I know what they say
That there will come a day
Where you remember the memories
And everything's ok
Until then, ill just pass the time
Ain't life funny?
How we never know were in the good times
Ain't life funny
and we rush it all
I'm not the man I could have been
But I'm better then the man I was
I'm trying to find the line
Between happiness and suicide
Some day the guilt will fade
And ill forgive myself for the mistakes I've made
I'll still be right here with these memories
Back and forth and back and forth
Back and forth and back and forth
With these memories
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Lasterday
07:09
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Hello,
Don't leave.
Take the time to get to know me.
I guess this is goodbye, again.
I guess this is goodbye, again.
I know I don't compare to the dope fiends, to the pipe dreams, to the amphetamines
You gave up something
For yourself, by yourself.
You gave up something
For yourself, by yourself
I know you're better, and I'm holding onto the past.
But after all you put me through,
I just want a sorry.
No excuses, no fucking stories
Sorry, sorry, I just wanted a sorry.
I remember those early Saturday mornings,
Where the sun peaked and gleamed over the dew stained grass
The cool dawn horizon air, it whispered to me,
"This is what you've wanted your whole life "
But I knew it could never last,
But I knew it could never last.
Where were you?
When I needed you the most?
The sun peaks up and I curse in vain
The dawn air is me sighing your name
All the time I've wasted trying to make you proud
Thanks for nothing
I can do this by myself
Something that's followed me since I was young
An everlasting mark
I've felt them in my bones
It's why it's so hard for me to let go
of anything or anyone,
Why did you go?
I know you're better, and I'm holding onto the past
But after all you put me through,
I just want a sorry.
No excuses, No fucking stories
Sorry, sorry, I just wanted a sorry.
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