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We Live

by Up In Smoke

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1.
No onegives a shit about you until your 6 feet deep So when I curl up and die, don't lay at my feet and weep They had their chance and they all blew it Don't fucking scream about how I knew you My best friends will bury me face down so I can meet the devil while I'm going down So I can give up on all this shit this world has to offer I'll exists to pay the devils due I knew you wouldn't understand You never do. I am lost but need no direction Hell is seeming brighter because God shows no affection Life is a bunch of misdirections Answering blindly to all of our own questions. This is me giving the fuck up On every mother fucker who said they love us I've had enough of I'll do better
2.
MLR 03:32
Fuck These faces remind of us home And what it's like to be alone Knifes hidden, knuckles all white These anthems tell us it will be alright We all fighting the good fight But when it comes down to it we all stick tight They don't know we're we've been Grew up in the middle of sin Our lives might be fucked but at least we have each other When it comes down to it, I call these men, brothers It's 5 o'clock somewhere but 6 o'clock here Drink to forget. Forget to learn There is no comfort like southern These faces remind of us home And what it's like to be alone So let it be known You better change up your tone Before you step into our home In the 870 When there's nothing left, when what we love no longer exists You will find me You will find us Doing what we do best There is no comfort like southern
3.
Shower me with slurs of living life to the fullest Who would have known? So many years lost I've fought for years to have the air back in my lungs but I am still gasping for air I am the type only a mother could love I guess I'm fucked huh I guess I'm fucked huh You're just looking for something to love I guess I'm fucked huh I guess you're fucked huh This whiskey tastes like December, Let's kill it before we remember We do nothing when our world shatters It don't matter none of this matter Glassed eyes, black heart This was all fucked from the start Drowned my mind and let me be A couple hours, just let me be free Goddamn it It's a seasonal depression that lasts all year long Its all nostalgia, wondering where all the time has gone I can't have it back, we can't have it back I'll sit and wonder how I lost it all, Because we know, everything dies in the fall It's a seasonal depression that lasts all year long Fact and fictions fight in my head All of these memories, my minds in debt
4.
We Live 04:05
Back and forth and back and forth Month to month and year to year I'm dreaming about yesterday And hate the day I'm in I'm drowning in self healing I get so caught up in feelings Reminiscing til there's meaning At least that's how it is When I'm dreaming I'll just wait here and wait for the better days "Oh god, where are the better days?" they never come they never come Back and forth and back and forth I'm not the man I could have been, But I'm better then the man I was I'm trying to find the line Between happiness and suicide Some day the guilt will fade Forgive me for mistakes I've made I'll still be right here with these memories I wish for that black sun to shine It can take this haggard heart of mine As soon as it's gone the pressure is away But I trade that for my light of day And I know what they say That there will come a day Where you remember the memories And everything's ok Until then, ill just pass the time Ain't life funny? How we never know were in the good times Ain't life funny and we rush it all I'm not the man I could have been But I'm better then the man I was I'm trying to find the line Between happiness and suicide Some day the guilt will fade And ill forgive myself for the mistakes I've made I'll still be right here with these memories Back and forth and back and forth Back and forth and back and forth With these memories
5.
Lasterday 07:09
Hello, Don't leave. Take the time to get to know me. I guess this is goodbye, again. I guess this is goodbye, again. I know I don't compare to the dope fiends, to the pipe dreams, to the amphetamines You gave up something For yourself, by yourself. You gave up something For yourself, by yourself I know you're better, and I'm holding onto the past. But after all you put me through, I just want a sorry. No excuses, no fucking stories Sorry, sorry, I just wanted a sorry. I remember those early Saturday mornings, Where the sun peaked and gleamed over the dew stained grass The cool dawn horizon air, it whispered to me, "This is what you've wanted your whole life " But I knew it could never last, But I knew it could never last. Where were you? When I needed you the most? The sun peaks up and I curse in vain The dawn air is me sighing your name All the time I've wasted trying to make you proud Thanks for nothing I can do this by myself Something that's followed me since I was young An everlasting mark I've felt them in my bones It's why it's so hard for me to let go of anything or anyone, Why did you go? I know you're better, and I'm holding onto the past But after all you put me through, I just want a sorry. No excuses, No fucking stories Sorry, sorry, I just wanted a sorry.

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released October 31, 2016

Shout out to Michael Lee for helping us so much and for giving this album the sound it needed. Thank you for the Mix and Master!

Also a shout out to

Lauren Purdy

Katherine Mae Photography

And the rest of the 870 Family!

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